Fuck.
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*crying so bad*

Outside the weather is bloody awful, all rainy and hot and suffocating. The sky is grey-brown and everything is covered by sand.
It's depressing and it makes me all sleepy.
BTW I just downloaded got my hands on Kurt Cobain diaries.
Just wow. He was very good even at drawing! (why can't I be able to draw guitars like him?????)
Tomorrow no school for some random tunisian festivity! Urrà!
I talked to my friend yesterday and she'll have exams this year and next year she'll go to university.
She's got my same age, but she's at an international school so she'll finish earlier than me.
I'm fucking scared of what to do at university. Even if I've got one/two years to think about it, I'm scared of growing up and taking responsibility and make a decision that will change my future. And I've no idea of what to do! And everybody keeps telling me I have a lot of opportunity and my parents have high expectations about me and I have even greater expectation about myself, I want to do something I'll be remembered but I just don't know what.
Sometimes all I want to do is quit school and start a rock band.

- Cogito Ergo Sum -
{Oh, I love latin quotes. One of my (several) dreams is to remember a lot of quote from everything, books, movie, tv shows, and use them every time just to see if people get them. ♥ }
[I'm going to watch Skins, I'm going to watch Skins RIGHT NOW! Heeee :D I really am behaving like Effy these days. I talk only to my close friends. In class & at home I just prefer to stay silent. And I'm not doing on purpose, just I don't feel like talking to people.]

♥

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It's been a while from my last post, but being in italy is nice & I have a lot of things to do.
Life seems soo much better without school, i can't wait for summer. Plus here is all nice, with sun & not-to-cold-wind & trees.
& mountains!! How I love them. :)
& I met new people! :) Well, I am the new one actually, since I have a home but never really lived here, only during holidays.
So I met some people who'll come in my school next year.
Cause yes, don't remember if I said before, but I'll return to italy :DD.
Thought I don't remember half of their names. Or their faces. xD

I changed layout!  :D (Aw, Pride&Prejudice ♥)
I've been reading Crime & Punishment, (i haven't finished yet) and I find it quite good. I got lost with all those strange russian names, but I really liked the moment of illness and how it was described. In fact I was sick & I really felt how he was feeling in the book.
I missed reading. With school I haven't much time to do it, so I do that all vacations.

Aaaaaaand a wonderful video on you tube who really is worth watching!
(Let's just say: HP crack!! Wanna watch it now?)
(Probably you already have since it won an award)

Love you all ♥.

I HATE MY PARENTS, AND MY SISTER.
God, I really can't find a thing I like in them.
They're overprotective, closeminded, always complaining & they never say "good" to me even if I take 10/10 on my test.
They fucking don't understand me, they always saying "when I was young...", my father always blame everything on me, they have an awful sense of humor, and i fucking hate them.
They love my sister more, even if I do smt right they don't care.
I don't believe they're more than me, why I have to respect them if they don't respect me??
And my sister, always annoying me and always getting angry and locking herself in her room till they have to supplicate her to come out to eat, and fucking they never gets really angry with her.
I fucking need to go out of this fucking house, bloody hell.
I mean when I was living in Libia, I hang out with friends everyday, I didn't stay much at home, morning at school and afternoon out, but the time I spent home was good, with my sister either, cause standing her for two hours at evening it's a thing, but standing her all the fucking evening it's crap.
I want to go to italy and hang out with friends. I just need this.
WTF I don't stand them.

PS: And they always shout.

Yesterday was not my birthday. :D
I don't know if I put in the wrong date or if lj changed it, but anyway my birthday is the 15 September. Sooo far.
It was instead REMUS LUPIN birthday!!!!!!
I sooo love him. ♥
("You should have realized," said Lupin quietly, "if Voldemort didn't kill you, we would. Good-bye, Peter.")

Anyway I'm trying to learn to write with my left hand.
Today at school I took my notes with it and they're illegible. xD
We haven't done more today. We spent one hour talking about laws and violence and society with my italian teacher. Well her and one of my classmates. The rest of the class was sleeping (included me). xD
This afternoon I saw SKINS 2x05

I also painted an oil paint for my art class. I haven't finished it yet. It's quite nice.
3 days and I'll be in Italy, YAY! :D

Last thing I'm totally obsessed with the song Hummer by the Foals from the Skins Secret Party. ♥

From nocturnes
1. Go to images.google.com
2. Type in your answer to the question in the search box.
3. See only the first page of results.
4. Take the first picture, and use if for your answer.
Cheated! :D

( [Click, click] )

I'm fucking happy. :D
I've had a horrible week, full of school test, interrogation and stuff. But now it's over, and by two weeks I'll be in Italy!
I'm so happy I'll be home. At my grandparents house for easter, with all my cousins and relatives.
& my friends!! I'll have so much fun!
Plus, tomorrow night SKINS! From what I saw in the previews it will be a faboulous episode. :D
Tonight finally there's the 1 episode of House season 4 on italian tv.(Already saw it in english, but still, is HOUSE!)

Nothing new in my life but a new guy in my class(I don't like him so it doesn't really matter.).
He's kinda weird, I can't understand what type of guy he is.
I want a guy, or even I want to like someone. I mean there are few boys here in tunisia, and none of them is cute.
I miss liking someone.
The only good thing is the weather. It's hot & a little windy and it's perfect. I think when I'll be back after easter I'll start going to the beach. :D

I've seen Velvet Goldmine, and OMG it rocks! EWAN MCGREGOR. <3   Naked!    With hair like Kurt Cobain!     Gay!
*dies*
Awesome movie.
I've also seen Sweeney Todd, & Tim Burton is the best. And I'm becoming obsessed with Sweeney Potter, cause I can't just take out of my mind the image of Bellatrix doing that meat pie!! xD
ANTHONY! Isn't he lovely?? <3

After this senseless post ,I'll go eating PIZZA! ITALIAN PIZZA MADE BY MY MUM! Yum!
Bye

I'm sick and I didn't go to school. It feels fantastic staying home, doing nothing and think about your classmates that have to do math or latin. xD
But I have to study Art. And I hate art. Well, no I don't hate art. I love to draw and paint and all that stuff, and I like going to visit art museums but studying art's history is awful. It's stupid. You don't get the beauty of art knowing off by heart some pages of a book.
But I have to. Uff.
I really have to improve my english 'cause I understand only the 50% of what they say on Skins. Damn it.
And I know where to get italian subtitles but only days later, and I can't wait!!
Uh I've seen the Unseen Skins! I would love to see Chelle and Maxxie become friends. <3 (Nothing more than that, however)
Bye

Just seen part 4 of Skins.
Wow.
They're just too sweet, Tony and Maxxie. (just made the icon)
But then, the kiss between Maxxie and that other guy was Hot. Guh.
And I don't hate Michelle so much now. At least it's hard for her. But still she could have done more for him.
And Sid, well i liked him more in season 1, but maybe it's just 'cause it's only the first episode.
I hope Cassie will be more present. She's cool.
And if the other episodes of season 2 are full of slashyness like this one, well I'm an happy girl. xD
And also House 4x12!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That. Was. A. Fucking. Brilliant. Episode. (House/Wilson rules!)
I really liked 4x11 too. I'm sad it stops now.
Talking about my real life my sister and her friends are having a sleepover at my house.
I think I might kill them. They sing, talk and shout and I really want to sleep.( It's like 12 pm).
I wasn't like them when I was 13...well, I hope so.
bye bye

Now I have SKINS MOOD THEME!
(Thanks to lovebit)
I'm so so so so Happy!
But I should study philosophy. Galileo Galilei. WTF.
*using pleased mood only 'cause Maxxie is lovely

Got a music meme! :D
:D Tonight we can watch part 2 of the first episode of series 2 of Skins. I'm so excited! :D
Bye!

Hey!
First entry and I really don't know what to write. :)
(Hey I'm italian and my english is not that good so please correct me!)
Maybe someday I'll post some icon here. Maybe. xD
My name's vittoria. And wolf 'cause I like wolves. (And Sonata Arctica too. xD)
I'm good at school even if I pass all my day on internet. So everyone always think I'm a good girl.
I'm not good. *smirks* No really I am a slasher. I'm not good. xD
And nobody ever think I listen metal music, but I have a passion for Nightwish and Sonata Arctica.
In this day I'm really obsessed with Skins. It's fucking brilliant. And Maxxie! aWWWWW *_*
Hey, last thing: I live in tunis. Yeah, my father works there and all that shit. But I hate living here. It sucks. Italy is way more better.
So feel free to friend me. :D
Bye